I don't feel like writing but I do want to write. I don't feel like talking about it but I do want to talk about it. I do understand that sometimes, when things happened, it happened but...why does it have to happened? Well, there must be a reason.

When an unexpected error occured...what did you do? How did you deal with it?

...and when things like this happened, I break down.

Because it's something that I worked hard for...

I do feel like throwing a tantrum but then again, I don't...



(Gifs credit to the rightful owner. Found it on Tumblr.)


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So many things to do in so little time, or are we just...PROCRASTINATING (to delay one thing until the oppurtunity is lost)? Hmm...

Well, truth to be told...procrastinating is my worst habit of all. I'd say I'd prefer a work that has no due...like, finish your work right there, right now. But then again, unless I've got a genius brain that could work something that are not so easy right there, right now...it would be quite a hard thing to do. Even Albert Einstein needs to have some times to do his work, doesn't he?

So, why really do I procrastinate?
Blame the networking sites like twitter, facebook & blogger! (Not the best answer is it?) But, it's true... this modern world is just full of distraction if I'm being honest!

Well ok, ok, perhaps because I am lazy butt aswell. Butttttt, being an adult with so many things to think about, with a baby that needs to be taken care of (no silly, I'm not married! I babysit.) is not easy, you know? You have so many things to think about...until you lost your main priority that need to be d---

NO MORE REASONS, AIN!

At the end of the day...we all need to learn that 'TIME IS PRECIOUS'. When you procrastinate, it's like you don't respect time. And when you don't respect time, it's your lost really.

Right, time to teach myself to not procrastinate in the future then!


Oh, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
Hope you lot are having a brilliant start so far! :)


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You know when a girl said "I wish I'm pretty" or something like... "Why am I so ugly?"
When she actually look quite a lot like those gorgeous female celebrities...

I mean come onnnn, you looked like Megan Fox and people been telling how gorgeous you are and yet you said, "I'm ugly"? GO DIE. Ok, I'm just kidding.

But...sometimes, I can't tell if a girl was just acting to be really humble on herself or she just really hasn't got a clue that she IS pretty...that everyone been feeling like jumping off the building just by looking at her face.

But whatever it is, even if you REALLY didn't realised that you are actually BEAUTIFUL, YOU SHOULD. Because God created everyone in this world beautiful. Maybe not on your face, but your heart...there must be something about you that is beautiful, I'm sure.

If there's a case where someone else tells you differently,
just goes up to them and says... "Cool story bro."


"You are beatiful, no matter what they say."


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Do you like being judged? Well, I don't know about you, but I certainly don't like it. Especially when that someone isn't even someone who I'm familiar with. The word 'hate' nowadays isn't something that we could say 'strong' anymore because people used it almost everyday now. Especially on celebrities. Like...

"Ergh, I HATE her. She's got a voice like a horse."

Yeah. So like...tell me more about that horse that can sing! :D
What's that? There's no any? EXACTLY.

"I HATE her. She's so ugly and sing through her nose, why is she famous?"
"He can't sing, why is he in the group? I HATE him."
Do you actually know them? Do you actually know what they've gone through?
Do you actually know how hard they've worked to be where they are now?

"Eew she's ugly. How can you like her?"
"He's so stupid. I can't believe you're going out with him."
This kind of question/sentence gets on my nerve everytime. WHY, just WHY would you ask someone why do they like that certain someone after you've mentioned something bad about the person they like? It makes YOU look stupid. Everyone like the person they like for a good reason. Even if you can't see those good reasons, they obviously know what's GOOD about that person they like.

You don't know it, so you either ask nicely or shut up.


I admit, sometimes I did mentioned the word 'hate' carelessly but when I realised it, I felt really bad. Even if you hate on someone, please don't make it obvious. It doesn't make you look cool, it doesn't make you any higher than the person you were hating on.And personally, unless I really know who they are, I won't hate on them. Maybe dislike, but not hate. AND with GOOD reasons!


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Obsession is always there, in one's life. There is always something/someone that would get you obsessed with it/them. Face it, you can't run away from it. The only thing that you could do is...well, just let it be in your life for a while until soon enough you'll get tired of it...

...and soon enough you'll find a new obsession. So, boom! There goes your last obsession.
Simple, but then again, not. Told you, you can't run away from it.

As far as I could remember, my first obsession was...CHOCOLATE. Oooh, always loved a bit of chocolate! Whenever, wherever & whatever chocolate I could get my hands on. I still remember the time when I sneaked out to the shop to get a RM2.00 (40p) chocolate bar, back when I was in Malaysia. Well you think that's not bad. How about if I told you, I sneaked out of the house for the chocolate bar, everyday? Yes, EVERYDAY. Don't tell my mum about this.

Now you know why I didn't smile with my teeth showing. Aha.
Thank God, I let myself on chocolates quite gently nowadays.

Second obsession...Korean/Japanese dramas. Ohh yeah, everyone who has been here and done this would agree that once you let yourself watched those Asian's dramas, you won't get away with it easily. The anxiety in yourself that makes you wanted to know more about the story just...yeah. I didn't sleep the whole night, just to finished ONE drama. Yes, that's happened...once...twice...ok I admit, I lost count on it.

Third obsession, J-POP/K-POP. What is it with Japanese, Korean and their cute faces that makes you want to punch a watermelon? GAH. But seriously though, Korean & Japanese musics to me, are just as addictive as their dramas. Can't get enough of it.

But the biggest & worst obsession of all time has to be when it involves a PERSON of different gender than you are. Hmm as for me, a male. Worst enough, a male who doesn't even know you're exist. Man, seriously wished this won't happen to me! But making people saying bad things about them or imagine them in something that I despise, unfortunately that doesn't work. AT ALL.

So, SCREW ALL OF YOU!
For your gorgeous faces and weird-but-awesome personalities!


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Dear blog,
So I've been told to create you that will be written all in English, so here I am! :)
I hope I'd be good to you and would not abandon you in the future!



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